I understand this. For my 1st laparoscopy, it felt like the surgeons didn't find nearly enough scar tissue for all my pain. My original OB/GYN just kinda shrugged it off like: "Well, even 1 spot of scar tissue or an adhesion can cause terrible pain. You just never know."

Then I found out there are LOTS of places the stupid endometrial tissue can attach and flourish. My favorite part: the surgeons can't see all these spots and look everywhere during your procedure!!! What gives? I could swear I have it in my colon, but who knows? I've also started having these bowel issues (so embarrassing, right?). I know it sounds lame sometimes and kinda Pollyanna-ish, but I do try to stay positive and make jokes about it. Believe me, it's NOT FUNNY, but what else am I gonna do? I'm tired of crying.

Just hang in there and be really pro-active. I've switched doctors because I was NOT happy with my former OB/GYN, as his solution was either laparoscopy or hysterectomy. Remember that you're the one who knows the most about what's going on in your body ;)

No, but i have that same fear. I think its just fear that you will have to keep on living the way you are. Sometimes i fear there is no endo at all (ive already had a big surgery to remove a ton, so that shows you how silly that is...) but i think its just the fear and anxiety of it all.