Look up bsge specialists to find one closest to you. You should find contact details there too x

Yeah, I'm happy to pay! I can't afford it but people have said they'll help. It's getting desperate... I just need to find one that's worth paying for.

I want to see one but you can't self refer without paying private. Doctors don't seem to want to refer you straight away. Like we haven't waited long enough or suffered long enough.