God damn
I feel so bad for you
I hope you can find a doc how will help you sort things out
Honestly I would travel anywhere but everyone wants the money these days for any service

No lie it's a quick fix yes everything returns. 😌 it's a web 🕸 that just keeps growing and coming back.

I hope things get better for you soon sis and for all of us xx

Thank you! Yeah, that's exactly the problem. I've been unemployed the past few months. We're scraping by, but can't exactly cover treatment if Medicare doesn't. Even 1 video appt with the doc I'm interested in from NY (I'm from PA) is $250.

Yeah, that's exactly where I'm at with surgery and pretty much every doc at this point refuses to touch me. They're legit afraid they'll fuck it up and the pain will be worse than it is. It's been 8 years since my hysterectomy, so should (theoritically) need excision surgery anytime now. I have a rectal prolapse now too, though, that every surgeon I've seen is scared to fix cause I'm in so much pain as it is. There's one doc I really want to see, but he's in NY and I'm in PA. A video visit costs about $250 if insurance decides not to cover it and I don't have the $ upfront to just hope insurance will reimburse me eventually. Surgery or no surgery is such a bitch of a choice! It seems like either way will screw me. 🤣😭