I'm so sorry to hear you're going through all this
The important thing is to make sure you have a doctor/surgeon who is helping you through this and to make sure they're doing things according to your wishes
We plan but sometimes those turn different and endo is one of those things that make our lives unpredictable and as horrible as it is, we have to keep pushing through
Just make sure you're receiving the right care and comfort so that hopefully nothing gets worse while you wait for treatment
Do research on your own too, I found I was walking into appointments knowing more than the doctors and they just kept their mouth shut because they knew I knew what I was talking about , but of course if your surgeon is great, hopefully there's nothing to worry about
I hope you heal soon from this physical and mental drama (I like to call it drama, makes it easier to handle lol) and I hope you feel better soon
Sending love and prayers