Im not ovulating so i dont qualify for trials apprently, they want to send me to a fertility clinic... but i dont have ins so im not very positive about anything.. i cant afford ivf or freezing eggs or whatever else theyll probably suggest let alone the dern visit. I just feel like im drowning

I understand your point. I am not looking for trials, but I was diagnosed w severe endo last year and now doing IVF so I can get pregnant. The doctor told me this is my best bet because of the severity of my endo. This has totally changed my life. I hope you can get the trial ms you are looking for.