I totally get not wanting to go to the ER. Sometimes it feels like a waste, but please go if it gets worse 💛💛💛

There are so many things that could be, I think. I would say go to the ER to be safe. Can someone drive you there? I'm guessing you're still at work.

I’m experiencing this now right before my cycle

Thank you! Just another flare. Just frustrated. Friday my boss was all distressed that i looked half dead amd he wasn't surw i should be working, so i stayed home Monday and suddenly he's mad. I don't know what he wants. As for the hubs, when i asked if he knew all the different colors of Endo or how it can be really big or so tiny even an expert might miss it, he said "no, but I'm sure a general surgeon who deals with adhesions would" it's shocking that he actually that I'd have suffered this long if general surgeons knew what to look for and how to remove it. Or that any of us would be dealing with this. Like we're just volunteering for this agony and exhaustion. Grr. I want to buy dr orbuch's book and refuse to let him touch his pc until he has read it cover to cover

You never have to apologize for a rant. I'm so sorry, as I said on the other thread. I wish he would be more supportive and understand that you need to do what you feel is right for your body. I am sorry yesterday was so horrible. I wish I could just fly out and give you a hug. Well, airfare is probably really cheap right now, so I'll be right there! But seriously, we are here for you, you have been fighting a battle for decades, being dismissed and invalidated by doctors is awful. But we get you and support you no matter what you want to do.